38 weeks.

Sometimes I just want to cry...
I wish I could run far away...
Stop all of this from happening.
Go back to who I was when I was happy.
I don't think I'll ever truly be happy with myself again.
My daughter is just weeks, if not days, away now...
and I'm so worried.
Im so sad.
Im so ... gone.
I need to get away for a while... and you know what?
I will never have that chance again.


-Diamond