I am becoming a mother.
I feel that little one kick and move around inside of me.
Its real.
This is real life now.
Its no longer about me... even now, before it even gets here...
I hope that this is really the right thing for me... now that there is no going back.
I hope shawn stays around like he seems to be doing so far.
I hope for a son... but a daughter is okay too.
I just want a healthy baby.
and I want to know Im going to make it thru this.
as a girl whos always run away from life, and responsibility, and reality whenever I've felt like it... Its hard for me now, to be grounded.
I'll keep my head up, and my fingers crossed.
thats all i can do.
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